Another day dragged on into sleepless night
I wish I knew no stars when the sky grows dark
Each one a reminder of all that we are
And how it fell apart
Monument to every meaningless goodbye
and a purpose I have yet to find
A pale lingers no matter where I hide
Are you ready for truth and pain to be the same
The difference between you and me
Is my reality was never gonna be your dream
The roots of you run with ruin
Nothing here will grow
A golden room painted with fire
A life lived with nothing to show
Torches light the path
To absolution and ash
I am your sacrifice, I am yours
Unwilling and unmourned
Heart and soul tattered and torn
I fucking burned for you
Choking down the flames of regret
Fuck it
Black smoke fills the sky with who I’ve been
I don’t forget and I’d rather be dead than forgive
The roots of you run with ruin
Nothing here will grow
Red shores splash against my skin
Under the shadows of your face
You were supposed to save me
The roots of you run with ruin
Nothing here will grow
A golden room painted with fire
A life lived with nothing to show
Will you leave the ones you love
And let them escape to a place you can’t touch
Or is that not good enough for you
Too many years spent feeling fucking worthless
Corruptions of form
Infect, kill, repeat