Unstable I feel
Sometimes I don’t know where to begin
Sometimes you trigger all my fears
And this sensation must be some kind of a release
And I try so hard, try so hard, I tried so hard to be free
Sometimes we are wasting our days
But it’s so cozy and lazy down here
I’d really not dig any deeper
Who knows how bad it might be
Thus we freeze still
Somewhere in my sleep
Amid silence and breathing
Right there through my teeth It walks out, jumps over my sheets
Runs through the door, p***** on the streets
And then returns back home
I’ll be dreaming I’m disciplined
To make up for the day
Dream away all this frailty we gained
Cuddle me more, see how sensitive I’ve grown
I’ll dream of confidence and hope that some day I might wake up and a better woman