I only ache in the wake of a broken never
There is no thrill in the crime, I have lost the pleasure
Skin on skin means nothing if there is no blood to bleed
Simply quenching hunger doesn’t kill the need
Hands always move on their own, self-inflicted torture
Feel, imitate, stimulate, futuristic horrors
Basking in the glory of our manufactured vice
Fade away to nothing ’cause now nothing will suffice
[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t mean to make you nervous, I’ve been sad, but not depressed
Wasting breath waiting for nothing ’causе you won’t apologize
Apologize
[Chorus]
Clean thе mess that you made
Own up to the blame
At the end of the day
So easy to say: “It’s not your fault now”
It’s not your fault now?
Apologize
[Verse 2]
Nails on my skin just to check if my heart’s still beating
Head in my hands, only I hear the quiet screaming
Shaking turns to crying in my short-lived, fake delight
The bitterness of trying haunts me through the night
[Pre-Chorus]
And I don’t mean to make you nervous, I’ve been sad, but not depressed
Lately, I’ve been feeling something when I’m high up on my meds
I’m smiling at a screen, wearing a name that’s not my own
It’s only in these moments when you truly feel alone, apologize
Apologize
Apologize
[Chorus]
Clean the mess that you made
Own up to the blame
At the end of the day
So easy to say: “It’s not your fault now”
It’s not your fault now?
A name on a screen
Means nothing to me
Hypnotic machine
Your hands are clean
It’s not your fault now
It’s not your fault now?
Apologize
[Outro]
Clean the mess that you made
Own up to the blame
At the end of the day
So easy to say: “It’s not your fault now”
“It’s not your fault now”