I diminish to bones in this casket of rust we fashioned in flames
In flames of disgust…
(Flames of fucking disgust)
When I am nothing will you have finally forgotten me?
These sullen roots now soaked in blood
Will take me deeper and deeper and deeper and…
My love, where did I go wrong? Is this not what you wished I’d become?
I’ve crushed every piece of myself that made me this creature
I’ve begged for your favor, I’ve killed in your name for so long
Where did I go wrong?
When I am nothing will you have finally forgotten me?
Such joy and pleasure, to die in your cradled arms
Tear it all out, rip it apart. Flesh of a god, feed on the heart.
My ultimate sacrifice, the eyes of a man refusing to go fucking blind
(To go fucking blind)
Tear it all out, rip it apart. Flesh of a god, feed on the heart.
My ultimate sacrifice, the eyes of a man refusing to go blind
Is this all I’ve become, as if pain was not enough?
I diminish to bones in this casket of rust
When I am nothing will you then finally forget?
So much pain, as if it wasn’t enough…
In becoming this creature, sequestered to roots soaked in blood
I question my downward growth, a spiral of sorts in the Earth
Tear it all out, rip it apart. Flesh of a god, feed on the heart.
My ultimate sacrifice, the eyes of a fucking god refusing to go fucking blind
My ultimate sacrifice, the eyes of a god refusing to go blind
My ultimate sacrifice, the eyes of a man refusing to go blind
Is this all I’ve become, as if pain was not enough?
I diminish to bones in this casket of rust