Convulsing on this bed
Wishing I’d fuckin die
I did not need to do this
This shit to myself
But a fool once
Is a fool twice
clinging to boredom
Like to hair, lice
Smoke inhaler
Booze liquor
Mind bender
Endless drifter
Dead air
Blood shot eyes dilate
When you see it
The most offered prize
To an idiot
But a fool once
Is a fool thrice
Going to do it again
Just because I can
Drinks up high in the air
Smoke all around me
That is the thing I feel the best
No worry for tomorrow’s rest
Never gonna leave this place
What I’ve become
This shit’s gone way too far
It’s time to fucking stop
Smoke inhaler
Booze liquor
Mind bender
Endless drifter
Dead air