An inner nightfall is passing through
Fingers scrape across the floor
Have i walled myself alive?
Trapped in a state of giving all up?
Why does this happen?
What has happened to this place?
I don’t even try to cry for help
As my voice would dry up in my throat
Am i being pursued? hunted like a lame veal?
What is it, that kindles such a blazing fire?
In a crawling hysteria
When i barely feel my limbs
In the need to emerge from the idle days
That petrify my consciousness
A small riot is a craving
An attempted escape that failed
To leave everything behind
While heading into nothing
Rise! pull yourself up and run away!
Fall! drag yourself down
Ad descend into the night!
Emptiness comes crawling
Longing to break off again
Fires are burning down
The walls of resilience
It pulls me away into the void
Fall! drag yourself down
And descend into the night!
Emptiness comes crawling
Longing to break off again
Fires are burning down
The walls of resilience
It pulls me away into the void
The sky looks like a moon from here
Admidst the stones of an ancient well
This mother’s womb grants me the rest
I am here… i remain… whole… in the ground