Every time I beg myself to live (I fail)
I found myself surrounded by this ill
Take me far away from here
Take me wherever I can breath
Gotta take a while
Find a way to die
Gotta take a while
Write my suicide
Gotta take a while
Find a way to die
Gotta take a while
Gotta take a while
Save me!
I’m drawing lies of me
To be a cartoon man
To be away from real fear and restlessness
Forsaken, for everything I did
Mistaken, condemned with all your sins
Gotta take a while
Show myself alive
Gotta take a while
Keep you satisfied
Gotta take a while
Show myself alive
Gotta take a while
Pretending I’m alive
Save me!
“…in the middle of life,
I am so surrounded by death, that it may take me at any hour,
a good drop of oil has been poured out through me,
I know, what I have done won’t be forgotten”
F. Nietzsche