I’ve lost myself into the void
I can’t become the only one
The only one to fall
Because of my dementia
It’s not a breakdown of my mind
Neither the decay of what I am
My being is forged by lust
And nothing will change this
I raise myself to God
My creeds are too strong to rust
Unbreakable is my mind
Could my faith be wrong for so long?
I don’t believe
And I won’t believe so
I’ve learned what I had to learn
All my thoughts were dumb
And now I can clearly see
What I have become
It’s not my fault if my mind is dark
I won’t repent
I don’t wanna fill with love my distorted soul
I raise myself to depravation
Just to smear the good that remains in me
I swear by hate and violence
That I will erase your life
Oh
They sold my soul
Hatred is now my God
They sold my soul
Hatred is now my God
They heard the words I said
« I just want to kill »
They heard the words I said
« I just want to kill »
They heard the words I said
« I just want to kill »
They heard the words I said
I cleanse my sins with their disgust
Forgive what I have done
And forget how it begun
But this will restart again and over again
There is no end for me
‘Cause there is no limits to my depravity
As long as I’m not dead
I raise myself to depravation
Just to smear the good that remains in me
I swear by hate and violence
That I will erase your life
Oh
They sold my soul
Hatred is now my God
They sold my soul
Hatred is now my God
They heard the words I said
« That I just want… »
They heard the words I said
« That I just want… »
They heard the words I said
« That I just want… »
They heard the words I said
« That I just want to kill »