I Am Not Okay

I am not okay

I’m barely gettin’ by

I’m losin’ track of days

And losin’ sleep at night

I am not okay

I’m hangin’ on the rails

So if I say I am fine

Just know I’ve learned to hide it well

I know I can’t be the only one

Who’s holdin’ on for dear life

But God knows, I know

When it’s all said and done

I’m not okay

But it’s all gonna be all right

It’s not okay

But we’re all gonna be all right

I woke up today

I almost stayed in bed

Had the devil on my back

And voices in my head

Some days it ain’t all bad

Some days it all gets worse

Some days I swear I’m better off

Layin’ in that dirt

I know I can’t be the only one

Who’s holdin’ on for dear life

But God knows, I know

When it’s all said and done

I’m not okay

But it’s all gonna be all right

It’s not okay

But we’re all gonna be all right

Gonna be all right

Gonna be all right

I know one day

We’ll see the other side

And the pain’ll wash away

In a holy water tide

And we all gonna be all right

I know I can’t be the only one

Who’s holdin’ on for dear life

But God knows, I know

When it’s all said and done

I’m not okay

But it’s all gonna be all right

It’s not okay

But we’re all gonna be all right

I’m not okay

But it’s all gonna be all right