Let Go

I’m a mess, it’s a shade

Just a curse, all alone

I can’t escape this flow

Can’t escape it on my own

(Do you) Feel the stress? Hear the stirring?

A rage pushed low

I tried not to let it show

I tried to let it go

I, I lie to my last breath that I’m not gone (Not gone)

I tried being honest once and lost count of all it’s cost

I keep waking up as somebody new

The absence of me is the proof

Will I be defined by loss?

Or just lost like everyone

I’m not sure you can hear me but, I’m ready

Let’s go

I’m losing count of all the friends I’ve lost through energy

If I’m not running empty, they don’t want a thing from me

I’ll send a message out so you can have it clearly set

Half a man without a soul, that’s all you’ll fucking get

I want to write it down, I want to set in stone

A new start to force the balance so I can feed my soul

Three decades on, I’m still running

They can never say that I’m not trying, ow

Another void in the shade and it feels like drowning

I swear on lives and a God I have no belief in

I am nothing, is that what you wanted from me?

And three decades on, I’m still running

They can never say that I’m not trying

I, I lie to my last breath that I’m not gone (Not gone)

I tried being honest once and lost count of all it’s cost

I keep waking up as somebody new

The absence of me is the proof

Will I be defined by loss?

Or just lost like everyone

I’m sick of seeing ghosts in the broken frames at home

Couldn’t we have run together?

Because the journey’s too much alone

I’ve contemplated joining you sometimes when I get low

So am I destined to face failure, never to find an afterglow?

Oh no

What the fuck have I become?

No

What the fuck have I become?

I told you I need you

You threw me to the wolves

I promise it’s over

I’ll find my own way through, yeah

I lie to my last breath that I’m not gone

I tried being honest once

And lost count of all it cost

And if that darkness catches up, will I become

Someone no longer defined by loss?

Just lost like everyone

Brace yourself, I’m about to fall off

Brace yourself, I’m about to go off