Now that I can’t feel your presence
I feel like an emptiness
To kill you were my reason to live
My only reason to live
I regurgitate your name
It reminds me only shit
Why do I respect you?
You are only meet!
It smells like putrefaction
Fragrance of liberation
No heartbeats, no blood pulse
No more domination
My headache stops living
My depraved passions too
Everyone has their secrets
I’ve the mines I didn’t choose
I’ve lost my violence
In this game I didn’t loose
I was fool during years
Freedom is what I choose
Now I get the sense
Who do I feel sorry for?
The evidence is here
Locked behind this heavy door
The end of myself has finally come tonight
I don’t know what to do
Smoking a cigarette
Like I’ve already lived this moment
In my head, so confused
I won’t believe a God
To save us from my sins
I hear the silence, the beauty
The flavor, so perfect
That I hate