Lyrics : Jasmine Cruickshank
Music : Jasmine Cruickshank
Jasmine: I can't be fun to be around
when I'm not there I hit fast forward
Phoebe: Can't remember where I've been
since fireworks across the street
Jasmine: And when I try it's supermarket lights
you held me by the freezer
Phoebe: And then nothing till your doormat slipping underneath my feet
Jasmine: When I push harder something stops me
like a forcefield like a membrane
Phoebe: Like two north poles like two train doors closing freezer food inside
Jasmine: But I can see you through the window
telling me or telling my brain
Phoebe: It's not broken it's my body telling me to run and hide
Jasmine: But it is not me there
it's someone wearing my hair
Telling you I'm okay and I'll be back soon
But I'm not even anywhere it's so f**king unfair
They've done this and they still sleep in our room
Jasmine: When there's nothing in my head but the screaming
Got nothing left to dread but my leaving
The tub fills with my blood hits the ceiling
I won't act but it's all that I'm dreaming
Jasmine: I can't be anyone at all so let me skip to the next chapter
Phoebe: Find connection next to true self
something larger than my life
Jasmine: Where fireworks can't reach me
and the supermarkets greet me
Phoebe: Where potatoes make the faces smiling warmth from deep inside
Jasmine: The deep freeze freezer you'll see me there
with my breathing regulated
Phoebe: Compensated and forgiving for all injuries I find
Jasmine: With my eye movement I'll see you dent cans just to get the discount
Phoebe: We can rewind and un-dent reprocess and desensitise
But now it's not me there
it's someone wearing my hair
Telling you I'm okay and I'll be back soon
But I'm not even anywhere it's so f**king unfair
They've done this and they still sleep in our room
When there's nothing in my head but the screaming
Got nothing left to dread but my leaving
The tub fills with my blood hits the ceiling
I won't act but it's all that I'm dreaming
There's nothing in my head but the screaming
Got nothing left to dread but my leaving
The tub fills with my blood hits the ceiling
I won't act but it's all that I'm dreaming