Lyrics : Luke Gawne
Music : Luke Gawne/Nolan Sarnicki
You were tryna stay
I was tryna fly
Had to get away
Bout to lose my mind
Need to be alone
Hate to say goodbye
Held you in my arms
One last time
You walked out the door
I LEFT YOU BEHIND
I LEFT YOU BEHIND
I LEFT YOU BEHIND
Babe forgive me please
This is killing me
God knows that I tried so hard
Wind blows and the sky goes dark
Ever since I lost my wife
There’s a knife that’s inside my heart
Pray that I go far
Rest in peace
Cause a piece of me died
Cannot hide those scars
I’m so sorry baby yeah but I chose art
Yeah I might be ****ed in this head of mine
But I’m not too sick to acknowledge my
Ego’s too big never swallow my pride
Outta time it’s too late to apologize
I got some vices that ruined my life
Everyone left me they drew a line
Again and again I still crossed it
Respect and your boundaries I threw aside
Promise you love me and tell a lie
It was supposed to be you and I
Look in the mirror
I’m like who am I?
I hate myself cause I live a lie
I don’t know what I’ma do this time
Don’t give a **** if I live or die
Only way out may be suicide
AHH
Say goodbye
God if you’re listening please look away
I couldn’t bear to let you down today
But I don’t have strength to keep fighting my demons
I can’t find a reason for me not to cave in
Too weak to be better now
Not a king I been a ****ing clown
If nothing else I might have held the crown
For the biggest narcissistic head in town
All the people I burnt
Genuinely
I’m so sorry you were treated like dirt
Too insecure and my ego is hurt
Childhood trauma it brought out my worst
AH
Lord forgive me for I know I’ve sinned
Walls around me are closing in
What goes around comes around again
I’ma pay for it in the in end
Life is a moment that’s fleeting
I used to feel it doesn’t hold any meaning
Before it’s too late I’ma the show you the reason
My love for you all is not over
The end is only the beginning
One last breath
That I have left
I’ll be there for you even past death
From the otherside
Through the infinite void and the blackness
In the night sky
I’ll be right there
No more nightmares
Let the light shine
On my mom and dad, Rebecca, Gabby, Nick, Paul
I’ll never let you slip from my side
I will guide you through the rough storms
I would die for you
I would fight wars
If you’re ever lost I will find you in every lifetime
And every life form
As I ride off
In the sunset
What comes next?
As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
God I confess I got a lot of regrets
Tell you all of my secrets
No matter the punishment I am receiving
I’m letting you into the farthest reaches
Of my closet of demons and skeletons
Come in if y’all wanna see ‘em
It kills me to say
I’m really not ok
No matter what the drug
Pills that I take
Girls that I ****
Bills in the bank
It never was enough to deal with the pain
Withdrawals and my heads racing
Sick as a dog in my bed wasting away in hell
Someone tell Satan pitfalls are my temptations
I’m so sorry to the people I love
But sometimes love just isn’t enough
That’s why if you’re struggling I never judge
Cause I can’t seem to give this shit up
We gather here today for Luke Gawne
And then we move on
That’s it
Death and taxes
Close the casket
Then it’s blackness