Lyrics : Daijon Davis
Music : Daijon Davis/Sam Phillips/Josue lustre/Eugine Flores/Harry Connolly/Devrick goodwin
Producer : Saam P/Joshhh/Gine Jin/Cior/Dxvrick
[Intro]
Somewhere outta your mind
Got me movin' light speed for it
I hate it when it happen every time
Girl, you know when I recognize you should find yourself
And I ain't tryna hear another lie
Just keep it to yourself until its real and come let me know
Let me know, in due time, in due time
[Verse 1]
I said, welcome to the holy matrimony, uh
Like, I'm just tryna ball on these niggas by myself in euphoria
My eyes bloodshot red, roll another blunt to kill the pain
So I'm sorry I'm ignorin' you
While you was telling lies on the podium
Like, why you ever say it if its not true?
Karmas, intuition speak for me, so this my truth
I call my bitch and roll a blunt to get my mind blown
I like my head behind the wheel, I'd rather ride slow
I hit my knees and pray to God to make the time slow
This life I'm living you might wake up in a timezone
That you don't recognize, you too gone
Sky high flown, Fresh Prince of Bel-Air from LA to back home
My mama callin' me like, "Bring yo' ass back home"
I see demons in the sky when I come back home
So its blood in the air, it's brains on the floor
I washed away my sins, I let it rain, but it pours
My lil' cousin said he tryna double up the score
He just wanna catch a body, 'cause he dying in his soul
In the meantime, maybe it might help you in the meantime
I swear this life that I'm living so fast, don't blink
You might wake up at your own funeral with the streetlights
[Chorus]
The city never felt so cold, I know you sick and tired and it lets me know
That I should probably be on my own and I can never trust a soul
For real love
Like, maybe I should cut off my phone, 'cause she be callin' back and that just lets me know
That she don't even know what she wants, please don't intervene my life tryna find yourself
[Verse 2]
Like, ****, I'm glad you pulled up
But I'm busy tryna be busy, she chopped and screwed up
Her feelings too tied in, my hands they tied in
Don't know why you take advice from those people you can't trust
Ironically I was struck, hangin' on every word
I say the sky turnin' red, she agreein' like "yes sir"
What is it with my luck? The bruisin' upon my shoulder
I carry everything, I hope the police don't pull me over
I'm slurring all of my words, blood stains all on my shirt
I tried to hold the pain on me (On me)
Like, I know you wanna go and say it first, so you can put the blame on me (Go ahead)
In due time, please don't make me wait around for due time
'Cause every other few times that we do try
This Hennessy we drinking up become a few lies
Do you remember what's the last line you ever heard?
She said the future never wait on anybody turns
And when its all said and done you get what you prefer
She handed me my award and it read, "Less deserved", goddamn
Maybe I just never said a thing right, maybe I just never said it right
I swear this life that i'm living so throwed, don't blink
You might end up at the cliff late night with the streetlights
[Chorus]
The city never felt so cold, I know you sick and tired and it lets me know
That I should probably be on my own and I can never trust a soul
For real love
Like, maybe I should cut off my phone, 'cause she be callin' back and that just lets me know
That she don't even know what she wants, please don't intervene my life tryna find yourself, go ahead
[Bridge]
Find yourself
Find yourself, go ahead
Find yourself
(You know what im saying new phone, in the mother****in' kitchen)
(We cookin' in the kitchen)
[Outro]
In due time, please don't make me wait around for due time
In due time, please don't make me wait around for due time
In due time, please don't make me wait around for due time
In due time, please don't make me wait around for due time
Audio Engineer : Zadra
Mastering Engineer : Joe LaPorta
Mixing Engineer : A.'Bainz' Bains/Aresh Banaji