Lyrics : Musa yusuf
Music : Musa yusuf
My pain keeps  eating me in but I hope it vanishes soon
My pain keeps eating me in but its my only friend
The pain inside of me keeps me from going under
Verse
I was never the type to show the world what I felt
Fighting demons in my head  but they are  after my health
I stopped fighting my demons now we play chess together
Turn pain into gain
Made peace with my shame
I never sorted fame
but it came with the work
My motto is that I will never give up
I will always get back up  and scream **** y'all
Hiding in the shadow
Speaking to myself
In a language that's foreign just like elves
I dont wanna talk to someone that's gonna tell me the brains ****ed up
And maybe that's why I'm always depressed
Or that my soul is weak  that's why I am  down
Nor do I wanna be around  someone who tries to clear my aura
Treated me like Dora
but they are the explorer
In this world
That's my garden
And they the warden
and I'm the prisoner trapped in my cell
My  pain keeps  eating me in  but I hope it vanishes soon
My  pain keeps eating me in  but its my only friend
The pain inside of me keeps me from going under