Lyrics : Jacob Shaw
Music : Kade Lequerica
Told you I would change
Used to feelin’ pain
No it’s not sustainable
I know it’s unexplainable
Your love is unattainable
Maybe I just make it so
Tell me where to go
‘Cause I been unavailable
There’s gotta be a better way
It’s right in front of my face
Why do I dismiss your grace
Tryna win with my own strength
But it’s all a waste
Told myself I’m strong enough
How come I keep strugglin’
Dangerous, keep hangin’ up
On blessings from my Savior
Gave it up to save us from our sin
How could we make this up
Died for love, God raised Him up
Changed the world, they still won’t listen
Find myself in the same position
Satan’s clutches, I been in it
Makin’ all the wrong decisions
How can I just be forgiven
Show me truth and set me free
I cannot just let it be
Gambling eternity
Know it’s really hurtin’ me
Worldy things turnin’ me to something that I hate to see
I abused my agency and chose to stay away from Thee
Told you I would change
Used to feelin’ pain
No it’s not sustainable
I know it’s unexplainable
Your love is unattainable
Maybe I just make it so
Tell me where to go
‘Cause I been unavailable
There’s gotta be a better way
It’s right in front of my face
Why do I dismiss your grace
Tryna win with my own strength
But it’s all a waste