Lyrics : Anthony Masotti
Music : Anthony Masotti
I feel this weight on my shoulder
I know I’m only getting older
Sift through my pain for some closure
So I write these songs for you
Don’t be afraid of me
Yeah I failed you too many times
Something was changed in me
I had a bit of hole of this on my heart
And it was strange to me
I gotta get hold of all of this now
So I can cope, cope, cope
I get so stressed out sometimes
I just sit in and stare at the wall
Nervous
Wake up in puddles and sweat
and I don’t know who else I can call
I just
Go through it
The only way I know how
(The only way I know how…)
I need to find a way that I can cope
Without being stressed out by highs and the lows
And things I can’t change
Things I don’t want to
And things I don’t need to
Hey…
It’s all in my head
(It’s all in my head)
I need to find a way to cope
It’s never really easy when you think that you were choked
It’s never really easy when you know you’re gonna choke
All these people rising up and you try to stay afloat
I’m at the bottom of the ocean
Bottled up emotion
Try to let it out but it’s causing a commotion
Coping mechanism is something that ain’t simple
I try to be a saint but my wasted stain sinful
I need to find a way to live another day
People around me change and I’m the one to blame
And I can’t tell if I
Only had a moment in time to rewind
I need to find a way that I can cope
Without being stressed out by highs and the lows
And things I can’t change
Things I don’t want to
And things I don’t need to
Hey…
It’s all in my head
It’s all in my head
Yeah. Who else I’m supposed to call
I didn’t burn every bridge in any ways
I don’t know why you still pick up my call when the telephone rings
If you hate seeing my name
I know you took me out of your contacts
It took a lot for me to take you out of context
You showed me life that was cold and with drought
Now I’m the one left standing here, holding the gun
It was my fault
I got this faulty coping mechanisms
You shouldered down my pain and I never gave you recognition
For the things you helped me through
And all this love I took for granted
I was living in the past
I never saw you in the present
The future means I’m ready to press on
I hold it in and hold it high up in the back of my head
I’m thinking about the future you would have me holding you back
And I would be the shit out of this thing in my chest
And I know I need to find a way——
A way that I can cope
Without being stressed out by highs and the lows
And things I can’t change
Things I don’t want to
And things I don’t need to
Hey…
It’s all in my head
It’s all in my head
I feel this weight on my shoulder
I know I’m only getting older
Sift through my pain for some closure
So I write these songs for you