You are the loneliest light
Peering too bright through the blinds of
My life  is sights that we've seen
Blown out our pipe dreams in
Your eyes  we're so distracted now
Darling  how do we know
When the life leaves
The love that we've grown
Well  I'm done getting ******
And I'm done ******* up
But is this all mirrors and smoke
How do we know
Embers  lit cigarettes
Smoke every menthol till you
Forget that nothing is black
Or suddenly white
Though it seems trite
I scaled the walls like a
Soldier
Bearing your bricks
On my shoulders
How do you know
Well  I'm done getting ******
And I'm done ******* up
Slowing down out of control
How do you know
Our roots feel so impacted
And keep us up in the night
Like a demon we're failing to fight
Well  I'm done getting ******
And I'm done ******* up
So is this a house or a home
I think I know