Lyrics : Anthony R Masotti
Music : Bezimeni Music
Killing off my
Had a real talk with you with you
Letting out all the feelings yeah
Always tryna sweep my side
Guess it was the way I'm dealing
Grew up in a broken home
Came a long way from that though
Never could hold my soul my soul
living so long in the past oh yeah
Maybe I'm far from decent no
Maybe I'm all I need yeah
Why are these thoughts consuming no
Why not try to go to sleep
It's been killing my ego my ego
Some people I love go love go
I've been trying to save face
With the problems we know
I can't get back to where I was I gottamove forward
We spend too much time in our handsjust to be normal
But it shouldn't be horrible
We can break from that habit
We don't need to live lavish
We just want to establish ourselves to bestatus
Not just to be average
Most tend to be saddened
Chance came we didn't grab it when wehad the chance
Killing off our ego
It's killing off it's killing off it's killing off it
Tryna redefine the dream I onceenvisioned
Every day I see the signs running off asuperstition
I could try my best to villein
But it isn't that goal of mine
I could lay by myself it's nothing
But I know that would be a dumb thing
All I ever really wanted was one thing
Turned a little that I had into something
Had to carry my pain and abundance
Guess it really weighs heavy on myconscience
Jet black heart so cold because sentence
I realize I can't have that
I'll be here I'm at that
I can't get back to where I was I gottamove forward
We spend too much time in our handsjust to be normal
But it shouldn't be horrible
We can break from that habit
We don't need to live lavish
We just want to establish ourselves to bestatus
Not just to be average
Most tend to be saddened
Chance came we didn't grab it when wehad the chance
So we're killing off our ego
It's killing off it's killing off it's killing off it
No more containing by rage
We shouldn't bottle it up it's okay
It can either fuel us or this be the messthat
Burns the whole place to the ground
Love is so dangerous playing with fire
It can be contagious seek and decide
Searching for a breakthrough taking youhigh
Taking you high through taking you high
I can't get back to where I was I gottamove forward
We spend too much time in our handsjust to be normal
But it shouldn't be horrible
We can break from that habit
We don't need to live lavish
We just want to establish ourselves to bestatus
Not just to be average
Most tend to be saddened
Chance came we didn't grab it when wehad the chance
Killing off our ego
It's killing off it's killing off it's killing off it