Lyrics : Edgar Nathaniel Sarratt III/Logan Cartwright
Music : Edgar Nathaniel Sarratt III/Logan Cartwright
I've been fighting with thoughts and temptations
I'm not good at holding conversations
Bear with me baby, please just be patient
Want you here, I don't want my bed vacant
Every night, we been fightin' and fxckin' and lovin'
I don't know if I hate this sh!t or love it
Don't wanna keep goin', but don't wanna cut it
In a predicament, but won't discuss it, no
You say you love me, but I know you hate me
Don't ever wan' face me, you know what I'm facin'
I'm not one for chasin', you're never explainin'
I'm gone on the weekends, I'm off the deep end
Nothing ever makes sense
Watch you walk out my life and it ain't been thе same since
Put it in the past tеnse
I was playing the offense, but now I'm on defense
Never said you were the one that was crazy
I should've had better judgment, I was lazy
Now I sit and recollect while I'm on vacay'
I should've known that you were trouble when you made me say
That I love you so much, I don't want you to leave
And that you were the one that was pulling my strings
Never knew that you would rip my heart up into pieces
I never thought it would reach this
You say you love me, but I know you hate me
Don't ever wan' face me, you know what I'm facin'
I'm not one for chasin', you're never explainin'
I'm gone on the weekends, I'm off the deep end
Nothing ever makes sense
Watch you walk out my life and it ain't been the same since
Put it in the past tense
I was playing the offense, but now I'm on defense
And once you leave, there's no comin' back
I don't wanna see your face, and on top of that
I don't want you in my phone, no, I'm not textin' back
I know that no matter what you do, that you'll come running back
And don't try to backtrack on shit that you say
'Cause to me and my head, you're already dead
So I'm gonna let you rest in peace (Uh)
Hopefully this won't end in misery