Lyrics : William Corbett
Music : Taidgh Moriarty
[Verse]
I'm constantly depressed, everyday i'm tryna be the man
Always losing sleep, my brother's ****ing with some peter pans
In real life, the streets' my brother's neverland
Used to trap hard now the product's in my brother's hand
Give him two weeks, trust me he'll come visit Nan
It's been a month and a half, still didn't visit Nan
**** sake, you made me go and lie to fam
**** sake J, you made me go and lie to Nan
They talk bout realness in the comments, how'd they think I'm fake?
You must be ****ing mad G, i watch mumsy stressing everyday
I got this pain up in my head, cah my brother could be dead
All these dickheads in the industry think this a game
You must be mad G if you ever thought i needed dad
Up till this stage, my dad was locked up in that prison cage
If you ever thought i needed dad
Up till this stage, my dad was locked up in that-
Mummy told me not to trap, mummy told me stick to rap
Gypsies and Algerians in France told me to flip a pack
Used to walk [?], i just want my brother back
Sometimes i miss France, but times were dark when i was slanging crack
Mummy told me not to trap, mummy told me stick to rap
Gypsies and Algerians in France told me to flip a pack
Used to walk [?], i just want my brother back
Sometimes i miss France, but times were dark when i was slanging crack
Trapping never rapping, no capping, G I was packing shit
Clapping, that's no applause, imma wrap him up in another spliff
I got these things up in my mind, I can't explain a vivid image of this dream that I contain, that I can claim or it's the game
Shame that I won't ever feel the same
Since auntie died I've been drinking even Lucifer feels my pain
Bro, I can't name how many times I've been caught up, it's so insane
I do this for my brother and my mother, **** the fame
Cut the chains
Raise police station, that's with my brother Sam
Under investigation for GBH and transit vans
Essex boy, Essex shit, Essex lifestyle
But don't get it twisted, we done risked it cah my life's wild
Raise police station, that's with my brother Sam
Under investigation for GBH and transit vans
Essex boy, Essex shit, Essex lifestyle
But don't get it twisted, we done risked it cah my life's wild
**** around and get it like we always do, we always won
I'm fighting for this freedom in my head like Martin Luther done
The chosen one, bitch my shit's so cold cause I'm the frozen one
I'm Obi-Wan, the force I'm abusing, bitch I'm the only one, the only one
The only one
French