Music : Kelsea Ballerini
I sit in parks
It breaks my heart, 'cause I see just how far I am
From the things that I want
Dad brought the picnic, Mom brought the sunscreen
Two kids are laughing and crying on red swings
  
We look about the same age
But we don't have the same Saturdays
  
Did I miss it? By now, is it a lucid dream?
Is it my fault for chasing things a body clock doesn't wait for?
I did the damn tour, it's what I wanted, what I got
I spun around and then I stopped
And wonder if I missed the mark
  
So, I sit in parks
Sunglasses dark, and I hit the vape
Hallucinate a nursery with Noah's Ark
They lay on a blanket, and God damn it, he loves her
I wonder if she wants my freedom, like I want to be a mother
  
But Rolling Stone says I'm on the right road
So I refill my Lexapro, thinking
  
Did I miss it? By now, is it a lucid dream?
Is it my fault for chasing things a body clock doesn't wait for?
I did the damn tour, it's what I wanted, what I got
I spun around and then I stopped
And wonder if I missed the mark
  
So, I sit in parks checking benchmarks
Tarryn's due in June, the album's due in March