Once upon a day,
I saw the monster in the city
My heart beat faster when he looked at me
Oh I just ran away
Then I started praying to a God
I do not believe in since few years
Then I found a shelter where I wiped my pain
Petrified, I stopped breathing
So afraid, and I hate that
The anxiety’s came back
And so as the crises that are more virulent
And sorrowful than anything in my whole existence
Violent nightmares waking me up all night
This is the skin that I wear so tight
They were holding my mind through the era
When I embraced the claws of the monsters
Being the butcher annihilating them
And cutting off their guts much deeper
Struck down by this terrible feeling
I wanna die when I remember it
Disgust, and I hate that
Little cunts make me wanna hurt myself
I’ve became another person
That I don’t even recognise (I don’t even)
When I look in the mirror
I’m so wearied
Being the butcher
Being the butcher
Being the butcher
Being the butcher