My Last Goodbye

I’m going out with this rage again

I’m fucked up in a bottle of gin

I’ve givin’ up but I’m not givin’ in

Ain’t no one gonna stop me

Left alone when I’m all in a mess

You can’t slow down when you’re living fast

I don’t think that it’s gonna pass

This path that lies against me

So read my message to the world

I have to leave you all behind

I called out but you never learn

This gun I hold is a friend of mine

So let it echo through the night

These tears fall from your blind eyes

This shattered life is why you’re right

So here’s to you: my last goodbye

It all started in ’93

To be wanted was all I need

The scar beside that you never see

The hate that burns within me

It puts me down when you never let me in

I’m lost, was this all pretend

In the end, I just needed a friend

But the door was closed before me

So read my message to the world

I have to leave you all behind

I called out but you never learn

This gun I hold is a friend of mine

So let it echo through the night

These tears fall from your blind eyes

This shattered life is why you’re right

So here’s to you: my last goodbye

Hope drowns in a bottle of gin

Wash it down with a gun of regrin

Self-destruct but I guess I couldn’t win

But this life goes on without me!

So read my message to the world

I have to leave you all behind

I called out but you never learn

This gun I hold is a friend of mine

So let it echo through the night

These tears fall from your blind eyes

This shattered life is why you’re right

So here’s to you: my last good—