As I lay here alone I feel
Darkness absorb my being
Tortured by feelings of despair
Fear brings pain so deep
Drowning in torment, there is no light
To fill my rotted soul
Only specters of forgotten hate
Accompany my insanity
Soul embraced with dark depression
Through pain and sorrow, we exist
I scream in torment, amongst these
Deserted plains of spectral illusions
To the shadow
Insanity descends
I join without it
For my mourning forever shrouds
Staring at reflections of what I once was
A fool dwelling in a dream
Of spiritual bliss where I can no longer
Be haunted of this dark misery
I beg of Thee O Lord
Free me of this mockery
I dreamt for I can
No longer shed a tear
As I lay here alone I feel
Darkness absorb my being
Tortured by feelings of despair
Fear brings pain so deep
Drowning in torment, there is no light
To fill my rotted soul
Only specters of forgotten hate
Accompany my insanity
Scenery of false happiness
Paints my labyrinth of grief
For love can never exist
In this world I created