Tell me why I’m still in here
I swear to god, I made it clear
Made a wish, and even prayed
I was only fighting for my freedom but you think I betrayed
(Worthless heartless)
If I knew what lies behind
The walls around me I won’t be fine
I’ll use everything to sacrifice
When it’s over, I’ll be free, I’ll leave them high and dry
Shut up, just let me pay that price
I feel like I’m always trapped in this god damn paradise
Made a choice, still unfulfilled
With all the time I could have killed
My self esteem is gone within
I’m forced to play this stupid game
Where I can never win
Cause no one ever treats me right
And nothing really feels alright
It’s hopeless
I tried, to leave this world behind
Now I know I was being so blind
I got nothing more to sacrifice
Now it’s over, I’m not free, I’m stuck and left to cry
Look at me now I paid my price
I feel like I’m always trapped
And I wonder
Why did I do this to myself？
I had it all before, but I wanted something more
Why did I do this to myself？
Now I’m just memories of what I used to be
It was my lost paradise
Why did I do this to myself？