Is there any worse sensation, than
Feeling lonely while being accompanied ?
I’m leaving my relatives consciously
Running while I’m missing them constantly everywhere
But I wanted to shine anywhere
What was I actually desperately looking for ?
With that, why can’t I feel content ?
Always messing up over and over again
I am experiencing an addiction that mistaken
Poison of my own existence
Emotionalball setting fire in a black void, emptiness
In a chaos, nullifed and compressed
It engulfs any part of my kindness
Gone for so long in this mess
I’m so craving, just wanted to shine
Wanted to make you retch constantly
Yeah so angry, cos’ any of this divine
(I’ll get you off)
I’m going to make you retch
I wanna hunt down any ounce of beauty in my flesh
Dust it off in a bounce, turning into wretch
What else was I actually really expecting
Moving toward the loneliness ?
I’m still craving, just wanted to shine, for once
But I’m so angry, any of this is divine
I was starving, constantly
I can’t feel content, any longer again
Hunt down the beauty in my flesh, get rid of it
Any of this is divine
I’ll turn you into a wretched
I want you to be a wretcherd
I’m about to make to make you retch
I’m about
I’m about to make you retch
I’m about to make you retch
I’m about to make you