In grief I raise this blade
To find a world away
I know you’re waiting
Breathing
Glowing
My heart gives into pain
Lost bond love can not save
In strides of failure
Burning
Screaming your name
Recently I’ve been locked in my room
And recently I’ve been afraid to move
The past behind me
A future so empty
Time sits still in here
Let me be alone
In reason and truth
I put forth this sword
In longing for you
I erase this world
Fall through the funnel
Swim through memory
To find you in space
Sage in yearning
Side room
Room of dreams
Honey you are my everything
Our memories burning in space
And I…
Can’t face it with a sober mind
So I shut out the lights
Now I’m in a world loving you
There’s a mirror in truth
Bury me in the earth
I want to die with you
No more fears
No more lying
If I ever knew
The end would come so soon
I would’ve loved you
How you loved too
I’m glad you’ll never know
Just what these weak hands wrote
I stand in defeat
Upon your empty throne
Innocence torn
So we found our drugs
But if we touch right now
Maybe we can find a way out
Through the misery
Into a deep peace
I’m with you in sleep
In a silent dream
Recently I’ve tried to speak for you
In honesty, I don’t know what to do