Do you remember when we gazed into the sun
You called it god of love
We stared into the light too long
Blinded by the burning heat that gave us life
We never loved the same again
It made you drift away
The years we had behind us
The years we tried to blame the same
It never meant that much to me
I still feel again that cold October rain
Seventy-four would never ever feel the same again
It never felt the same
You never tried to see my world
You never saw the pain
I never tried to feel my shame
I never found a way
Our fathers teared their dreams apart
We would never do the same
We would try to make it work
The halo that surrounded us
It blinded us and still I fucked it up the same
And even when I tried my best to live a different life
This love I cannot bear
When I said I didn’t love you
I didn’t say that I don’t care for you
You never tried to see my world
You never felt the pain
I never tried to feel the shame
I never found a way
I never care to feel my pain
I drink it all away
I never tried to feel the shame
I ate it all away