I didn’t ask to be born
But I am terrified
To die as much as I am terrified of life
Give me a reason to live
To justify
These marks of worthless existence that I glorify
It’s not going to be okay
I’m your idol, idol
Your Suicidol, Suicidol
I am the one who fills your void
Now, come sing with me
Your ideal, ideal
You’re suicidal, suicidal
Nothing would save us from this life
Now, come scream with me
You wanted to love this world
But what’s left is the hatred towards yourself
In fact you’ve been realizing that there is no meaning
Reenact your death, embrace the emptiness
Open up the gate of flesh, reality is cold and cruel
Was it comforting a little bit in the madness you are drenched in?
It’s not that I adore death
It’s just that I despise life
I still love you
I just couldn’t love myself anymore
It’s not going to be okay
I’m your idol, idol
Your Suicidol, Suicidol
I am the one who fills your void
Now, come sing with me
Your ideal, ideal
You’re suicidal, suicidal
Nothing would save us from this life
Now, come scream with me
The world is full of misery
There is no hope in sight
You are trying over and over again to pull yourself up a little higher
But you are only falling lower and lower again until you are completely drained out
I know how you feel
Don’t cry anymore
It will all end soon
Because
I won’t die instead of you
It’s not going to be okay
Open up the gate of flesh, your ideal is too far to reach
Was it comforting a little bit in the madness you are drenched in?
I didn’t ask to be born
But I am terrified
To die as much as I am terrified of life
Give me a reason to live
To justify
These marks of worthless existence that I glorify
It’s not going to be okay
I’m your idol, idol
Your Suicidol, Suicidol
I am the one who fills your void
Now, come sing with me
Your ideal, ideal
You’re suicidal, suicidal
Nothing would save us from this life
Now, come scream with me
You wanted to love this world
But what’s left is the hatred towards yourself
In fact you’ve been realizing that there is no meaning
Reenact your death, embrace the emptiness
Open up the gate of flesh, reality is cold and cruel
Was it comforting a little bit in the madness you are drenched in?
It’s not that I adore death
It’s just that I despise life
I still love you
I just couldn’t love myself anymore
It’s not going to be okay
I’m your idol, idol
Your Suicidol, Suicidol
I am the one who fills your void
Now, come sing with me
Your ideal, ideal
You’re suicidal, suicidal
Nothing would save us from this life
Now, come scream with me
The world is full of misery
There is no hope in sight
You are trying over and over again to pull yourself up a little higher
But you are only falling lower and lower again until you are completely drained out
I know how you feel
Don’t cry anymore
It will all end soon
Because
I won’t die instead of you
It’s not going to be okay
Open up the gate of flesh, your ideal is too far to reach
Was it comforting a little bit in the madness you are drenched in?