My self being out of control
the people defeated
the ecstasy I punish them
I’m in ecstasy
To rise above god
destruction and creation to be repeated
I will make everything what I like
the flame of passion blaze up
one day a man appears
respounding heavy noise
flavor of cigarette
he stamps a cigarettes
the mark appears slowly
the creation of aflesh myself
self lost
unconsciousness
numbness
I open my eyes slowly
I can’t feel
I feel nothing
I can’t feel
I want to feel
I am coated by false skin
I am crazy at scratching my skin
feel no pain
feel no itchy
there is only nothingness
my body moves yield to his will
ignoring my will
Now I’m conquered by god