Ways And Means

Getting too busy to make amends

I should try to make it right

Are you ready for the shit to hit?

I think you say you are, but aren’t

Doctor, make it better instantly

And you’re the only one who can

I’ve been waiting here my whole damn life

And I’ve forgotten what I wanted

Maybe I can do it if I put my back into it

I can leave here if I wanted

But there’s nowhere else that I can go

Maybe I won’t suffer if I find a way to love her

I’d be lying to myself

But there is no way out that I can see

If I lied you’d know it instantly

So I just had to look away

All the honesty I’ve ever lost

I can’t begin to even curse

I never knew the taste of blood ’til now

It’s clear I never should’ve known

Breathing fire was never this much fun

So there’s a dark side in us all

Maybe I can do it if I put my back into it

I can leave here if I wanted

But there’s nowhere else I can go

Maybe I won’t suffer, if I find a way to love her

I’d be lying to myself

But there is no way out that I can see