VERSE 1
When I come home at Christmas
We act like nothing’s different
Like we froze in time
And your corner of town
Seems far less innocent now
But I stay, I stay polite
PRE-CHORUS
And bite my nails and hold my breath
Don’t say the things I should have said
9 years ago, could cut the tension with a knife
CHORUS
Everything, everything’s not fine
If I’m being honest
Everything, everything’s not fine
You still hit the hardest
Everything, everything’s not fine
VERSE 2
Sitting here in this basement
my old pink CD player
It really brings me back
I think of you less often
Guess coming home’s the problem
You just come flooding back
PRE-CHORUS
If I called you out, I know, I bet
You’d turn it round, call me obsessed
And say I’m crazy, tryna cover up your crime
CHORUS
BRIDGE
Sometimes I wish that I could just forget you ever happened
I wish I could take the memories and lock ’em in the attic
I still have so much to say to you but I fell in the habit
Of keeping everything in
Oh, life would be so different if I never even met you
I would meet someone and trust them and not think that they’re all like you
I would love myself a bit more, sleep a little better
If I see you again
CHORUS
