Lyrics : Sophie Powers/Cameron Hunter/Michael Gonek
Music : Sophie Powers/Cameron Hunter/Michael Gonek
It’s wintertime
In my mind
Out my head
Overtime
Out of line
Underslept
Under read
Over grind
Under fed
Tore me to pieces
And tossed me like wonderbread
Nothing’s been looking up
Feelings (breathe) keep cooking up
Monster in my closet
Me and him hooking up
Cause it’s fight or it’s flight
So I’m on a plane every night
And I beat up myself
Till I eat up my self
Up down left right
Yeah I cheat on myself
Focused on times when
I needed your help
But you left me a mess
I can’t clean up myself
I’m trapped in spiderwebs
Made from things you said
And promised
I just can’t pretend
All this pain will end
No stopping
These self destrustctive
Thoughts stay with me all the time
You got me locked in
I’m trapped in
I’m trapped in
Your design
Ooooooooo
Broken down zombie
Mechanics work on me
I can’t figure it out
You don’t want me?
Trust me
I’m lying
I gave up
I’m trying
Got eyes in the back of my head
So stay silent
Cause I see red
With thoughts of you
Mixed in it
Hateful
My veins cold like michigan
Used to fixate on pictures of us
Now I see them and throw up my guts
Throw up my guts
This can’t be love
Bury it deep down with nothing above
A bottomless pitt where I’m never enough
Dream something’s chasing me
But I can’t run
I’m trapped in spiderwebs
Made from things you said
And promised
I just can’t pretend
All this pain will end
No stopping
These self destrustctive
Thoughts stay with me all the time
You got me locked in
I’m trapped in
I’m trapped in
Your design
Ooooooooo
I’ve been wrapped inside your spiderweb
I’m too far gone
Wrapped inside your spiderweb I’m
Too far -
Too far -