All my life I got more than I bargained for
Closing the door just made me want it more
Like a grenade with shrapnel within
You can call this art but goddamn I’m just trying to pull the pin
No trust, no love
Fuck everyone
Ignorance is like blood moving from its body
After it’s dived head first into concrete
Twist and splinter til no arms remain
I found the damage, it wears my face
Am I burned out like icarus?
Or am I just blind to see
That I’m actually done with this?
Losing sleep, losing time
Can’t you see I’ve lost my life
But I can’t seem to die
All my life I got more than I bargained for
Closing the door just made me want it more
Like a grenade with shrapnel within
You can call it art but goddamn I’m just tryna pull the pin
No trust, no love
Fuck everyone
The noose is just a leash for death to drag me to hell and I feel its calling
Pull up, make me immortal. I fucking need it.