Lyrics : Jonathon Quiles
Music : Jonathon Quiles
Take what you want, want from me
Wait, don't let go
Say how you feel 'cause I never, ever know
Oh-whoa, oh oh
Yeah, I sit and reflect, always livin' in the past
Thinking 'bout us, thinking 'bout trust,
The reason we didn't last
I really loved you, you really just pretended to love me back
I know I was nothing,
I know I meant nothing, but there's somethin' I gotta ask
There's somethin' I gotta ask
Did you plan on hurtin' me and then leavin' me?
Honestly, what did you see in me?
I told you that you completed me,
Then you completely ripped every piece of me
Eatin' up every lie that you were feedin' me
Can't believe all this time you were deceivin' me
Stupid to think I could mean what you mean to me
I wish deep down that your heart would just beat for me
I finally see that it doesn't
A broken person made me break
Damn, I thought you were different
That's the last thing I could say
During our last goodbye,
When we were both cryin', here at my place
All you ever did was take
Loving you was a mistake
Take what you want, want from me
Wait, don't let go (Don't let go)
Say how you feel 'cause I never, ever know
Oh-whoa, oh oh
You should've left me alone
Yeah, I sit and reflect on the things that you told me
It didn't make sense, things I didn't get,
You were tryna control me
Paid me no respect,
You tried to protect the side that you never showed me
Made our lives a wreck,
I gotta accept that I'm better by my lonely
Now I'm pissed and I'm self-loathing
I wanted you, not who you pretended to be
I guess it was easier for you
To leave than deal with your trauma
The one you projected on me
You drown in your mistakes, I'm watchin' you sink
Nobody could fill the void that's underneath
My heart's on my sleeve, your heart's buried deep
The real you is someone that I couldn't reach
Told your family lies, and you lied to me too
Thought that they were the problem, but the problem was you
I already knew, but it's okay
Only got myself to blame
All you ever did was take
Loving you was a mistake
Take what you want, want from me
Wait, don't let go (Don't let go)
Say how you feel 'cause I never, ever know
Oh-whoa, oh oh
You should've left me alone