Lyrics : Jonathon Quiles
Music : Jonathon Quiles
I didn't ask for this life, I was born in it
I'm alive but my soul died, I'm just mourning it
I got everything I ever wanted, yet I
See the world moved on and slowly left me behind
Saw my ex's pregnant now, damn should of been mine
Thought she was the one for me, it hurts me still, I can't lie
Saw my friends settle down, turn to husband and wives
And starting family's, I've watched them all from the side
It's like they found the thing I search for
But never could find
And no one told me success will leavе you empty inside
When no one's there to share it with, **** how careless was I
To not noticed them using me, ones who swear they would ride
Until the end, I've hit the end and now they're no where in site
I'm so mother****ing lonely and there's no where to hide
I have struggles, they're aware, yet they never tried to see if I'm fine
How much can I take?
Lost along the way
I'm still lost, still lost
I'm not the same
How long can this wait?
I'm about to break
I'm still lost, still lost
I'm not the same (Same)
I didn't ask for this life, I was brought in it
I still feel alone despite my big audience
I know they say that time is supposed to heal
But all time ever did was show me time isn't real
All my "Let's just be friends" aren't my friends anymore
Those who used to check on me, never check anymore
Wonder if they'll come and see me, when I'm out here on tour
Or will they see the ad for it, laugh and leave it ignored?
Not like I need them 'cause we know I made it the farthest
At times I wanna finish on the path we have started
I'm heartless, 'cause I'm owed apologys that I'll never get
I'm tryna forgive myself and burn away my regrets
No one left, feels like I'm losing control
I swear this winter's about to be cold
People tell me that I'm winning, when I already know
The only issue is I hate that I'm winning alone, damn
I'm tired, I'm tired
I'm tired of being alone
How much can I take?
Lost along the way
I'm still lost, still lost
I'm not the same
How long can this wait?
I'm about to break
I'm still lost, still lost
I'm not the same (Same)